Uh Hai?

HAARROOOO. Okei it's been forever since I came on here.

Hmm, for starters, I've graduated from sixth form, currently am waiting for answers from universities(see which ever wants me) XD.
I kinda regretted applying for some of the unis tho, I applied for about 6 local government unis and uh 1 of them is a 2 hours flight away, 2 others are 1 & 1/2 hours flight away(10 hours bus ride)and ummm yeah the list goes on. I kinda don't really want to be away from home...MEEH. We'll just see how it goes.
Education aside. XD. Life has been pretty decent for me lately :) I'm also less emo these days :P XD(if you happen/used to read my blog you'll know what I mean XD)
I'm gonna show you guys the cheongsam that I bought for Chinese New Year this year( well CNY is like ummm months back but whatever XD)



(I'm the one in teal) xd
I freaking love the dress!!! GAAAAH <3 ehhe

Till next time xx

Happy New Year!!

HAPPY NEW YEAARR!!!
How did you spend your new year's eve? :D

Well I had a rather interesting new year's eve. I spent the day till the evening having sports with church members. I haven't done such vigorous sports in months!! But it was so good! After sports, I spent the whole night with my family for a dinner and dance party.

But right now, my whole body is aching and my leg muscles are all sore. Gaaah I can barely move -_-
After months of not doing sports and doing it all out of a sudden killed me -_- I injured my left foot a little from running during the day but I still manage to spend the rest of the night in 5 inch heels, dancing the night away. I could barely walk afterwards, feet is all sore and numb, leg muscles are sore and hurt like mad!! Even now my leg and body muscles are all sore -_- but oh well :D Was good New Years Eve!! :D Was great :D xd

Ps, what I wore for the dinner and dance party! :D




Till next time xxxxxxx

Moving on to something new.

A while back, I felt lost and left alone. My friends were all leaving and going places with their lives, turning the pages of their book and going into new chapters. New adventures, new friends, new environment and all were continents away. While I am still studying in school, eventho I had a lot of friends in school but I still felt alone…all I could ever think of is I’m here, still here, studying for my finals that I’ve dreaded,while my close friends were away,far away. I was very down, stress from studies were mounting up, I had no one to turn to, life itself was stressful, I was so sick of feeling depressed and I was just not me at all.

After months of blocking out the outside world and made my life only revolve around my studies. My finals are over and here I am at the crossroad of a new chapter in my life… Never thought I said this but I am reluctant to turn the pages. I want to turn back the pages, turn back to when I was studying all day long with my friends, turn back to the time when we still had to wake up at 6am and put on our uniforms to school, the time where we took every free periods of lesson to talk, to play random game…. I am afraid of loosing all these memories and loosing all the friends that I made through the 1 and a half year of sixth form…

I thought that when my exams ended I would be ecstatic, but I guess not, it’s the opposite. Maybe a part of me is afraid of going into uni and grow older..maybe just maybe…. But right now, all I want to do is to thank the Lord for taking my close friends away from me and put in new friends into my life.(close friends are still my close friends but now I have more friends! :)) I thank the Lord for comforting me in times of my sadness and loneliness, I thank the Lord for helping me and guiding me in times of stressfulness. I thank Him for not forsaking me eventho there are times when I’ve done Him wrong. He is still here for me,and all I need to do is to be still and know that He is God.

I may be afraid of what lies ahead but I won’t stop going forward for I know I have the Lord on my side, and that is all the reassurance that I need. For the Lord did say “……. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” -Matthew 28:20


Thanks for still being here. xxx

My new clutch

I know I promise a picture of it, so here it is. ehhehe -_- (that took long enough *faints* XD)



Ps this is also the new nail colour that I bought. GAH! LOVE IT ehhe

Back to studying now. The amount of stress!! Ps, exam is in about 5 days. YAY ME!(not) :( xx


Till next time ! xxx

21 cupcakes!

Harro! Over the weekend I baked 21 cupcakes for a very special person who turned 21 today :D It was a simple cupcake with basic ingredients and basic frosting.

Here's the cupcake!






I am proud to say he love it! ehe