EMOOOO

MEEH. I've been very emo lately and I finally broke down today....happened while I was studying with 3 other friends at a cafe. Was doing macroeconomics and suddenly I just started crying. =_= My eyes are now swollen like a goldfish's eye and yeaah. I have about 45 days or so to go till my examination that will literally determine my future- aka if I am eligible to get into local uni or not. :S If I don't then the past 1 1/2years of studying in sixth form would have wasted my time, because I have to start over with everything in private college etc.....
GAAAAAAH. I freaking hate all of this atm. Glad I have such great friends to cheer me up just now. Life is super stressful at the moment. My eye bags are becoming more and more obvious. I look like a zombie most of the time now....

Off to bed. Eyes are barely open. Good night! Have a nice sleep/nice day

Till next time xxxx

Just be honest with me.

I treat you like a good friend, but apparently you don't. I still can't get over the fact that you would lie to me straight in my face about something so important. To be honest, I already found out LOOONNGGGG BEFORE...I just wanted to hear it from you so I HAAD to ask, I expected you to just be plain honest with me but you didn't instead you lied and gave me such lame excuses that contradicts your actions. I can't bring myself to forgive you nor forget about what you've said and done, maybe not yet. I really hope you prove me wrong. How can you lie to me so easily when you're actions are a 180 degress different to what you said?? Do you actually think I am that stupid to not see whats going on around me? I am not 2 you know, I have eyes, ears of my own. People talk, I am able to see..... You've changed so much, at least not like the person I knew for the past 3 years.

Back from holiday

Well I am not sure if anyone is still reading my blog since it's super quiet and all now but just like to update a little on my tiny break off from everything and just relax on an island. :D eheh
Was lovely to just spend time with my love ones , the island was great but it was the time spent with love ones that made it amazing :D gaaah. I want to be back there, where the gorgeous beaches are easy to access and the chill out, relaxed lifestyle of the locals are so addictive. XD


Back to exam mode. I have my trials coming up next week, to think I still had the guts to take time off to go off to an Island. =_= XD

Ps, the emo face! HAHAH. I actually kept thinking of studying while I was there, I even brought 2 past year question books to the island, but did not study or look at it for one bit. HAHAHA FAAAIL? XD

Till next time xxxxxxxxxx

Hey guys

Hey! So in about an hour time it will be 99 days till I sit for my major public exam so would like to just say from today on, I will not be blogging(UNLESS, I have a sudden urge to blog etc) ehhehe.
I will be away till my exams end which is in December, hopefully by then you lovely people will still remember me :( hehe

I will be doing a little countdown and random light updates on my tumblr and MAYBE on my blog but would most probably be slightly more active on tumblr.....
Here's MY tumblr. XD

I am here to bid farewell (for now) EHHE.

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Harrro..Exam week.

I don't feel very good today, after a tiring day of nonstop exams. Yes NONSTOP =_=
8-10am General studies.
10.50am-12.20pm Financial Accountings
12.40pm-2.40pm Business Studies.
I kinda feel horrible at the moment. Worst thing is tho, I am coming down with a flu and I still have Management Accountings and Macroeconomics exam...But I know, tomorrow will be a new day and everything will be different :) I hope!

What annoys me is that WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME, I mean like why can't I get something at the first time when everybody else does, why do others only need like 1-2 exercises to understand the whole thing while MEEEEE.. gaah I have to do like amounts of exercises to understand a work. I hate this feeling that I've been feeling lately, it's like whatever I study never goes through and it makes me feel dumb....why am I feeling like this lately? *sighs*
Meeeeh.
I have been in a very moody mood lately, I get angry too easily and whenever I see or hear something that does not go to my liking or in a way insults me I would immediately confront the person/thing. I used to just be patient with people who insults me or say some stuff that I don't like but lately, NOOO,I just go around confront them. =_= (A little exaggerating but yeaah XD :P Don't worry I am still nice :P HAHAH) I know this is bad, it's very bad! I am glad I have not pissed off any of my close friends in school or else I would be friendless and all alone when I graduate. hehe =_=

Forget all that, I want this shoe. XD
Picture from Kurt Geiger website

It's amazing how a simple shoe can change my mood eh :P HAHAHAHAHAHAH
I shall get back when my exam ends. Thanks and a million thanks for still reading my really quiet blog. HEHE.


Been listening to alot of Amanda Seyfried's Little House.I mean ALOT =_= xd


Till next time xx