I give up

I give up. I don't know anymore. I just don't want to feel anymore. I don't know. I'm so confuse, my emotions are all over the place..I don't know what to do at all! I'm so scared and reluctant, yet there's a part of me that's a tad excited and bracing myself for the best and the worst. A VERY huge part of me is just scared, everything will be new, environment, place, life, friends. I don't know how I am going to face them. Will I fit in ? or will I be an outsider , the loner? .........I'm just so tired......

Holly Fulton Spring/Summer 2012

Holly Fulton's SS 2012!

I love the clash of colours and the prints used. In my opinion it's a tad futuristic designs meeting the 60s. Xd. I especially love the baby blue! Pictures via Vogue UK Till next time xx

Confused.

it's feels so right and wrong at the same time. I want but I know I should not have...I guess not...le sigh. Someone told me today... "It's difficult to start something when you know it's not going to end well, unless you don't mind the risk of getting hurt, real badly." I guess someday I'll know why it didn't and will not happen..........

Uh Hai?

HAARROOOO. Okei it's been forever since I came on here.

Hmm, for starters, I've graduated from sixth form, currently am waiting for answers from universities(see which ever wants me) XD.
I kinda regretted applying for some of the unis tho, I applied for about 6 local government unis and uh 1 of them is a 2 hours flight away, 2 others are 1 & 1/2 hours flight away(10 hours bus ride)and ummm yeah the list goes on. I kinda don't really want to be away from home...MEEH. We'll just see how it goes.
Education aside. XD. Life has been pretty decent for me lately :) I'm also less emo these days :P XD(if you happen/used to read my blog you'll know what I mean XD)
I'm gonna show you guys the cheongsam that I bought for Chinese New Year this year( well CNY is like ummm months back but whatever XD)



(I'm the one in teal) xd
I freaking love the dress!!! GAAAAH <3 ehhe

Till next time xx

Happy New Year!!

HAPPY NEW YEAARR!!!
How did you spend your new year's eve? :D

Well I had a rather interesting new year's eve. I spent the day till the evening having sports with church members. I haven't done such vigorous sports in months!! But it was so good! After sports, I spent the whole night with my family for a dinner and dance party.

But right now, my whole body is aching and my leg muscles are all sore. Gaaah I can barely move -_-
After months of not doing sports and doing it all out of a sudden killed me -_- I injured my left foot a little from running during the day but I still manage to spend the rest of the night in 5 inch heels, dancing the night away. I could barely walk afterwards, feet is all sore and numb, leg muscles are sore and hurt like mad!! Even now my leg and body muscles are all sore -_- but oh well :D Was good New Years Eve!! :D Was great :D xd

Ps, what I wore for the dinner and dance party! :D




Till next time xxxxxxx